What being absent from CSAFM does to you?

[Harry]

Dear donuts, I've been a player of CSAFM since 2009 under the disguise from a variety of usernames and I consider myself experienced (to an extent) however when I take a long absence of 3-4 months away from the beautiful winter snowy field of fm_stadiumtwo and other wonderful landscapes that are hidden within the mod. I notice that I become a victim of extreme discomfort, almost to that of having a cactus shoved up my rectum and proceeding through my colon. It is a feeling that is incredibly hard to describe but it sets me in with amongst the rookies we've become increasingly endorsed by.

I remember a time specifically the year 2012 of 2 months playing, my throwing was as consistent as seeing a yellow taxi in New York City, I was getting picked 3rd choice for PUGS and it was a glorious. Anyway, nowadays I play with a mouse sensitivity of 10.0 and on widescreen, the fluidity of gameplay is disgustingly slow due to playing on widescreen I've noticed. Could a change of in-game settings over the years prove to be an intense difficulty in terms of finding a settled adjustment? All of these factors have now really troubled me, I've been a selfish pig in joining the server and taking QB from those trying to display their talent in order to gain a reputation within the community and increase their skills as I have wasted these opportunities by throwing an onslaught of 1st down picks, I would like to take this moment to apologize.

Physically and mentally I suffer also, my nerves when taking QB are on par to that of a dyslexic on Countdown and my throat becomes as dry as Gandhi's flip-flop, at this current time my all round game has been kidnapped, bound and gagged in a fucking dungeon of no existence.

My main intention of this topic was to hear experiences from where others have encountered a period of tragic form and how you managed to get out of it? Please share your stories.