I do not understand?

[Medontthink]

So, here I am because I am truly curious.

The formula is this:

1. Some guy plays the mod and starts pugging and gettng goooooood.

2. For some reason they see me and decide to ruin a fun atmosphere by dropping some weird "ur bad shutup" or something along those lines killing the fun mood of the group and just making things awkward because it comes out of left field.

3. Said guy then gets shit on, stops talking for a good amount of time right afterwards. I don't rub in their faces, I just let it be. I mean I've realized through playing for a long time that almost all of you are emotional wrecks that get so personally invested that god forbid someone talks shit out of a form of camaraderie.

4. I take frequent breaks and come back months later, guy then decides that he has been doing good in pugs and people are praising him or something.

5. Guy decides to talk shit and basically repeat steps 1-4.

I do not talk to you people. I'm not your friend and I literally never acknowledge any of you to the point that you could have some vendetta against me; and yet, this keeps happening repeatedly and it spoils any amount of fun I could get from just playing a video game.

Is the problem that I do not give you all attention? Is daddy being too distant? I do not understand how you can be so clingy and constantly want to seek me out for my acknowledgement of your existence. I have never taken that approach so it's impossible for some hook to be present.

I can truly say that I do not understand this emotional outbursts...(though on that note I'm an apathetic person with little to no emotions to the point that you may as well call me a psychopath. Thus, it just may be incomprehensible to me.) I have plenty of theories that could explain this, but come now, I do not want to believe that something so pathetic exists in so many human beings if they are true. So seriously, tell me. Speak to me with your own words. Others have stopped playing in the past because of similar reasons, and surely you're aware of it right?

It may just be that I am unaware of what I am doing that so greatly affects you. So, please make me aware of it so I squash it immediately for the betterment of our experiences. It would be a good growing experience moving forward in this life.

G'day!

P.S. I should note that I will use honest replies in a discussion point for my minor thesis.