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Medontthink · 2-9-16 2:45 PM

So, here I am because I am truly curious.

The formula is this:

1. Some guy plays the mod and starts pugging and gettng goooooood.

2. For some reason they see me and decide to ruin a fun atmosphere by dropping some weird "ur bad shutup" or something along those lines killing the fun mood of the group and just making things awkward because it comes out of left field.

3. Said guy then gets shit on, stops talking for a good amount of time right afterwards. I don't rub in their faces, I just let it be. I mean I've realized through playing for a long time that almost all of you are emotional wrecks that get so personally invested that god forbid someone talks shit out of a form of camaraderie.

4. I take frequent breaks and come back months later, guy then decides that he has been doing good in pugs and people are praising him or something.

5. Guy decides to talk shit and basically repeat steps 1-4.

I do not talk to you people. I'm not your friend and I literally never acknowledge any of you to the point that you could have some vendetta against me; and yet, this keeps happening repeatedly and it spoils any amount of fun I could get from just playing a video game.

Is the problem that I do not give you all attention? Is daddy being too distant? I do not understand how you can be so clingy and constantly want to seek me out for my acknowledgement of your existence. I have never taken that approach so it's impossible for some hook to be present.

I can truly say that I do not understand this emotional outbursts...(though on that note I'm an apathetic person with little to no emotions to the point that you may as well call me a psychopath. Thus, it just may be incomprehensible to me.) I have plenty of theories that could explain this, but come now, I do not want to believe that something so pathetic exists in so many human beings if they are true. So seriously, tell me. Speak to me with your own words. Others have stopped playing in the past because of similar reasons, and surely you're aware of it right?

It may just be that I am unaware of what I am doing that so greatly affects you. So, please make me aware of it so I squash it immediately for the betterment of our experiences. It would be a good growing experience moving forward in this life.

G'day!

P.S. I should note that I will use honest replies in a discussion point for my minor thesis.

**kc21** · 2-9-16 2:46 PM

Don't cry about something thats been apart of the mod this whole time. If you don't want to hear shit talk voice_enable 0 or mute everyone. This isn't your safe space.

The game is meant to be fun and some people get fun out of the competitiveness and shit talking this mod brings if you don't like that aspect its pretty easy to fix just don't play.

Medontthink · 2-9-16 2:56 PM

(2-9-16 2:46 PM)kc21 Wrote: Don't cry about something thats been apart of the mod this whole time. If you don't want to hear shit talk voice_enable 0 or mute everyone. This isn't your safe space.

The game is meant to be fun and some people get fun out of the competitiveness and shit talking this mod brings if you don't like that aspect its pretty easy to fix just don't play.

I understand guy, but you missed the point which may be my fault for garbage wording. I know shit talking is fun, I did it all the time and had fun in the past. Yet, the problem is in fact that everyone takes it close to home and people end up trying to stalk each others facebooks. As a result, I do not shit talk anyone or give any reason as to why they would feel the need to continue. Also, the real curious part is that the formula is applied again and again by people. Definition of insanity?

I also do not put any effort into this mod anymore and I'm purposefully garbage. Why do everyone still feel the need to bother me then?

I excel, bothered. I do nothing, bothered. I do poopoo time, I get bothered.
If I need to cry, I will cry. And if no one wants to stop, I do not own you and control what you do. I'm just curious why you do it seeing how it makes little to no sense in my mind. So, that's is why I made this post to define the situation and get thought provoking responses as to understand the circumstances from a different point of view for the sake of growth.

I ask that you please bear with me. See what I did there?

**kc21** · 2-9-16 3:00 PM

Pretty sure anyone who stalks some one elses facebook over a game to humiliate one another is just pretty pathetic. Agreed too many people take it to this level

Yeti was the master at trying to do this when people talked shit to him lmao.

Medontthink · 2-9-16 3:05 PM

Oh god, the days of getting banned in yetis server for calling him out on it... good times.

**kc21** · 2-9-16 3:27 PM

I mean him and tj were allowed to just go on and talk shit and abuse the people of that server, but yeah as soon as some one tried to snap back at yeti it was either ban or if you were me it was amx_destroy. The clown always wondered why people preferred manning over him.. Lmao.

Record · 2-9-16 4:39 PM

(2-9-16 2:45 PM)Medontthink Wrote: 2. For some reason they see me and decide to ruin a fun atmosphere by dropping some weird "ur bad shutup" or something along those lines killing the fun mood of the group and just making things awkward because it comes out of left field.

Id like to think that was directed towards me coming from our morning encounter. I'm a little confused as you said an older player so it could not have been f3 which goes back to my confusion. I never called you bad f3 did, i was just having some friendly conversation.

I remember after one of your long breaks i had talked to you in the pub server and you quote on quote said, "Dude why do you try and talk to me, i don't even like you". Which i didn't understand why but i didn't try and continue conversing. As you heard today i didn't have anything against you and personally i liked you back in the day in the medontthink days.

If you think that me improving as a player and getting shit on, which happens often don't get me wrong, makes me worse of a player then i don't feel like i have to prove anything else to you. Oh and before you say it, i know you don't want me proving anything to you but I'm not one who likes to have enemies, anyone in afm will tell you. I don't have issues with anybody on a personal level and id like the same back. Again i know its an online game and "welcome to the real world" where not everyone will like you.

I'd like to just finish off with i still don't have a problem with you, whether you care or not. I personally enjoy covering you as it shows i have respect for you and want to stop you from getting catches. It's a challenge compared to most people and that should be a compliment. I don't expect much and I'm not the emotional wreck you think the mod is, I'm just trying to have fun and enjoy my days playing online football.

Good day.

HamdaN · 2-9-16 5:59 PM

toxicity is a part of this mod dude, trust i know exactly what ur talking about. i just learned to try and ignore it, fuck the haters right?

Medontthink · 2-10-16 10:32 AM

Trust me guy, that may have been one annoyance that hit a right chord, but you are probably one of the least likely agitators and I appreciate the friendly write up.

Anyway, I'm still curious about the mindset of those that personify a man banging his head against a steel beam. What goal or drive could you possibly have to assault a steel beam that is incapable of rationalizing its own existence and do anything other than sit there being a steel beam?

Calvin · 2-10-16 8:19 PM

no one is looking for ur acknowledgement, everytime i come in the pub ur raging at guys who just started playing or are inexperienced